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Making : a change, I feel like I need to trust God more. I need to let my life be a reflection of how a relationship with God is important.
Cooking : breakfast after I walk my dog.
Drinking : water, but that will be on another blog post.
Reading : The Bride Who Wore White and Delilah. I’m done buying books until I finish reading all the books I purchased haha.
Wanting : Everything to slow done a little bit.
Looking : for apartments and houses..
Deciding : on wedding colors……? is probably the hardest thing EVER.
Praying: that God will forgive me and guide me. I haven’t been the best lately, I’ve been too busy and I haven’t been getting into the word. God has been blessing me, but I want my relationship to be better and I have to do better.
Enjoying : My engagement! I haven’t posted about it yet, but I will soon.
Waiting : for God’s answer, sometimes waiting means trusting.
Liking : my new job! I actually feel like it was a gift from God to be able to work this job because I had no experience.
Wondering : ? I’m done doing that because it makes me worry and stress. 1 Peter 5:7
Loving : Everything now, it seems like chaos but I can see beauty in it.
Listening : to YouTube videos
Considering : a lot with wedding planning, new job and going back to school.
Buying : nothing yet…. more like saving.
Watching : A YouTube video about a subscriber engagement.
Hoping : to continue to grow in faith.
Cringing : at the fact this season of my life is going to be hard, but with the help of God it should be easier.
Needing : Peace, Affirmations and Clarity.
Questioning : nothing. Last month, I had so many questions for God. But I just needed to be silent and trust in him. Sometimes God is quiet and I need to be quiet also. So I can see him move.
Smelling : something stinky… it must be my dog.
Wearing : Sweatpants and my Amazon shirt.
Noticing : a lot lately.
Thinking : about so much…. God help me.
Admiring : God’s grace and mercy. I truly don’t deserve the things he gives me. Especially the thing I’m most grateful for… the peace. But yet, God still blesses me.
Getting : a new way of thinking,
Feeling : a lot of convictions, but more so disappointed in myself.
Celebrating : celebrating my engagement to an amazing man of God. I’m thankful for having a Christ Center relationship.
Forgetting : to compare myself with other believers, I find myself in comparing ‘obedience’s’… like this Christian is not dressing modestly, So I’m doing better than them.. Or this Christian carry herself/himself better than me. Why isn’t God helping me like them? I’m forgetting the stereotypes of Christians and concentrating on the Word Of God. How God wants me to be a better Christian for his glory, for his love to show. It’s not about our works, but the works of Jesus.
Pretending : I’m not stressed when I want to pull my hair out.
Embracing : J e s u s , I know it’s the same. But the harder I try to live how God wants me to live. Makes me realize I’m not perfect, I cannot do it alone. Jesus Paid it ALL.
This month I’m entering a new season. God has truly been blessing me, but with that I need him more than ever because this is the time when the devil want to trip me up. I encourage everybody to stay prayerful when God is raining blessings and when you are entering a new season. I know for a fact, I’m going to experience highs and lows throughout this year. But I pray that the Lord keep me and my faith doesn’t whither.
Hope y’all enjoyed!